well and now about something completely different... (if you just want to see my beautiful pictures, you dont have to carry on reading:))
i believe that loads of my friends from 2 years ago, would say that i was a party girl, and i partied hard,literally every night. and almost every night of heavy drinking ended up in pizza/gyros place on narodni trida (my czech mates know what im talking about) with massive 4/5/6am dinner.
im quite tall (5,11) and ive never really tend to be fat, or big, when i was a youngster, i used to ride horses every day, and ate shit all the time, in the worst times of day, and i never went over size 10. but then when i started to party, something changed and i just didnt want to realize it, i actually became owner of really fat, stuff with loads of carbs belly, and now i can say i wasnt happy. i tried to hide my fat friend under massive belts, baggy tops, dresses with the right cut, i wouldnt go to jacuzzi with my girl friends, cause i knew would have to show them how i actually looked like. i untagged almost every picture on fb where was more than my face and neck. and i actually hated my body, but didnt do even little tiny stop towards changing it.
and then i met kevin and moved to UK, and things changed.
after one fight, when he kinda told me im fat ( even he still says thats not true.. it is! but well thank you for that!) i went and joined the gym, and i didnt stop going daily after first week, after first month, after 6 months...
its about 10 months now since i started to do something for my own health, i go to the gym daily and i even want to do schwinn course, so i can start teaching spinning. i started to eat healthier, not because im on diet, but because my body asks for the right fuel for all the exercise, and not mcdonalds, after which i feel crap when i from time to time forget i actually dont like it anymore, and i get a double cheesburger. i feel much happier, and im not as tired as i used to be, i naturally wake up at 8 am instead of 2 pm, i squeeze many more things in my day than i did before. i look at my body and i feel proud, and i look back in the past and i think why i just didnt do anything before, why i kept having bad moods over my fat tummy ?
and why do i share this with you? because i got the hump, you hear absolutely everywhere how being big is beautiful, how having curves is the best thing ever. in 90% its not! its unhealthy, its leading to heart attacks, diseases etc, when i watch biggest loser where the guys try to run 50 m or they try to jump on couple cm heigh box and they just cant do it, it makes me think, why would you want to look like this, why would you want to restrict yourself so much, why would you make your life miserable, just because you want to be lazy and not get your bum to the gym, or jog, or dance or anything!
being healthy and living healthy lifestyle is not bad, you can still have pizza or chocolate, just not every day, and not whole in one go.
and you know what, i think i made more friends in the gym than on that parties which makes me more than happy :)
heres just couple of pictures which i found how i looked before





and here, couple cheeky ones, how things look like now :)


